One of my favourite things to do when I’m relatively bored is search for pictures. I don’t know why but I like finding visual displays of my thoughts. When I’m not even sad, seeing a picture of something I love or am excited about really makes me smile.
There are so many things to look forward to within the next year and I am so excited. And this isn’t just my situation anymore. This is real, and these feelings are real. And that makes me extremely happy. I can’t wait for it to snow, to feel the cold on my fingertips. To sing Christmas carols and watch the twinkling lights shine. Even tiny things that I take for granted like growing my hair or learning to play the piano. They’re only simple things but I am so excited about them.
Picturing my future with all of these small things is what I’ve always wished for and I’m not asking for the world either. I don’t want to be Prime Minister or mega rich. I don’t want to be perfect or have a perfect life. I just want all these small things. I want to have a cosy cottage, not a mansion. Just to be happy will do me. I am guilty of taking most things for granted, until moments like these. Appreciating the small things in life. Just to fall in love and enjoy it, and to have fun throughout.