GONE

What an absolute idiot. How childish can you get, seriously? It’s pathetic enough to be funny though, and you’re supposed to be 25? Start acting like it perhaps. It really makes me laugh when people try to make you jealous in the most pathetic way possible. The fact that you’re in a relationship does not make me jealous, I don’t care in the slightest. What makes me laugh however is the sham of a relationship you use to try to make me jealous. If you’re going to do it, do it properly for goodness sake.

I was really starting to miss you as well and then you pull this stunt, which isn’t even you. You definitely have more class than that. I think someone needs to grow up and deal with their feelings, either for me or for her, but not both of us. Why have you turned into such an attention seeking hypocrite who only thinks about himself? Why can’t I have the guy I knew before? The one whom I spent the whole of last summer with, the perfect summer ever. The one who cared about others, who was generous and kind and gentle. However long you keep this false front up is literally up to you, but don’t expect me to be waiting once you’ve figured out what you want. I was prepared to wait, I would have waited forever, but after today you made me see what an idiot you really are, and what an idiot I am too for spending 12 months of my life loving you.

If you’re going to be in a relationship, do it because you want to not because you can’t have someone else. Don’t make advances towards me, and don’t play games. I give up, I really do. I learnt today that it’s just best to give up on some things that aren’t worth the bother. I thought this was, but my effort is meant to be elsewhere, not on that loser. I can’t act indifferent because I care too much, I really shouldn’t, but I do. Trying to forget is a waste of time but pretending you don’t exist is so much easier.

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